You are the one for me.

peter and susan,

2010-12-11T08:14:00.001-08:00

narnia in 3d was fucking awesome pleaseee, i swear i was jumping out of my sit for quite a number of time HAHAHA. well, it was my first time watching so yeah not quite a bad movie afterall.

ohyeah i've started working, sighhhhhhhhhzzz so i don't really hae the time to go out and hang out with my friends and stuff but nevermind i'll get lotsa of moolahs hehehehe then i can go shopping and buy whatever i want! okay chalobeteh i lazy to type.
heheheheheh goodnight xoxo! <3>

So,

2010-11-17T11:44:00.001-08:00

So this how things are gonna be. Well, whatever it is, i'll try not to give a shit about it. I don't really know what's happening around me actually. Things are really looking bad for me. Well, not that bad actually, but to me, it's kinda bad. What am i tryna say man. Guess i should just get a job asap to keep my mind busy from thinking about all this things. Not that i wanna run away from this thoughts, but this thoughts makes me feel as if i don't mean a thing to the world. I just deactivate my facebook. Let's just see whethe ranyone will come asking me "Hey what's up? Where did you go? I miss you!" bla bla blaaaa. I shall just watch. Sighhhhh.

I'm heading to Batam on Saturday. I hope nothing goes wrong. Prays hard. and i really hope it's gonna be a splendid bonding session with my girls. Heh heh. I swear i miss them. The five of us, going for trainings on Friday. Woaaah those moments really crack me up. On monday itself, after i return from Batam, we will be rushing to Ngee ann for Redcamp. I swear i can't wait! All those excitement really excites me. Haha. That would be 3 days. After that, i'll be having class chalet! GODDAMMIT I SWEAR I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS TOOOO I SWEAR IT'S GONNA BE FUN WITH ALL MY CLASSMATES THEN WE WILL BE ROCKING OUR ASS FROM LEFT TO RIGHT HAHAHAHAHAHA <3 Damn i miss my classmates, dearest 5/1. NEXT WEEK IS GONNA BE HELL LOAD OF FUN. FUCK YEAH GONNA DO WHATEVER I LIKE (Y)

Alright, i think i'll get back to Tumblr. Goodnight :>

Better be,

2010-11-10T11:22:00.001-08:00

Yoooooooooooooooooo i know it has been along time since i update but hell yeah life has been hectic. Dayyum, all those hard work better pay off. Well i didn't really study my ass off but i think i did give my best shot. Oh whatever. O's gonna end in like what one day's time. ALRIGHT CIAO <3

the time has come.

2010-10-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

seems like graduation day is tomorrow. i can feel the sadness within us. all the memories we shared as a class, will all be left as memories. i feel so fucking sad out of a sudden to know that tomorrow is gonna be our last day, sitting in the class together, sharing jokes liie we usually do. you know that feeling whereby everybody is gonna change and go into differnet directions in life. time flies really fats, like really really fast. everything is gonna be different for all if us. we may not be as close as how we are right now. and that really hurts me the most. yeah i know we're gonna meet someday, but i assure you, the feelings gonna be different. there will be awkward silence here and there. and we won't have much to say. sighhhh how i iwsh tomorrow will never come, but too bad, we gotta face reality, we are gonna graduate as a bunch of sec 5's. i make sure that we are gonna spent tomorrow wisely with each other and perhaps give each other a hug and say "i'm gonna miss you" because you'll never know when's the next time we get to do that with each other. i love you 5/1. i really do :(

love fydie <3

feelin so fly like a G6

2010-09-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

I didn't sleep the whole night because of you. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Damn fucking sad. And now i'm even sadderrr ))))))): Sighhhhhh i just cried. Cbbb man! Grrrr sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg but i wanna thank Naq for cheering me up, she showed me a fucking funnny video and i literally roll of my chair and screamed like some retarded women HAHAHAHHAHAHA <3 you naqiyahhhhhhhhhhhh!

Never understand.

2010-08-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hollaaaaaaa i know so long never update right! Hehehehe. Busy with school and such ): Anyway, YOG ended yesterday. Wahh i damn sad please, no more hot finland guys. Sighhhhhh oh whatever hehehe. O's in like what 59 more days ? Fucking fast righttttttt and i'm only like 3/4 my revision. And i'm suppose to be studying right now but i'm not because of tumblr and all. Fuck myself please. Grrrrrr and now i gotta get ready becaus ei'm breaking fast at my Grandma's houseeeeeeeeeee. Mmmm i hope there's really really goooood yummylicious food man! I'm extra hungry today! Teeheeee. Okay ciaooooo ;)

What is love?

2010-07-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Sorry for neglecting my blogger. Tumblr has been the place where i rant about everything. Hehehe. Sorry blogger. Toot toot. I'm at home alone. Parents out to cemetery. Bro's in school. So i have the laptop all to myself! Guess what, i'm blasting music in my room. Whoooops! Waiting for Olivia to reach home and then go swimming! Yay! Long time never swim sia. Let's all hope it won't rain! Or else i is sad gurl gurl. Haha.

Anyway, i'm having my prelims next week. So yeah, won't be updating much. Must mug mug mug already! I don't wanna sit for anymore retest! Aaaargh! Waste time only! Hate the new principal. Sheeesh.

I'm hungry. And sleepy. But i cannot sleep. Need to study and train~ K la, ciao. I;m very angry now. Bai bai~

I'm gone.

2010-07-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

Where are you when i need you. fuck shit. What the hell. How can i be so dumb. I'm not complaining.

Youth day.

2010-07-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hello. Yeah, my blog is almost dead. Well, who cares. No one reads it either. K whatever. Ahhhh i haven't finish my homework and i have't iron my uniform. Fugggg. K bai uh, nusy already. BYE BYE BYE.

Boy,

2010-06-11T08:36:00.001-07:00

I miss mohammad thaqif. I swear. Sigh. What to doooooooo kan :C

Tears well up my eyes a little bit just now. Damn, hate this feeling.

Whatever uhhhhhhhhh :/

Having family reunion later on. Finally gonna meet my aunties (Y) Something to look forward to. Gonna wear my dress i just bought. But but but i don;t have the right shoes. Fuck you la. Wear slippers sua. He he. Kidding.

Anyway, one more week to my re-exam.And i've only started on what, Oonly mathz. All the bets to me uhhh eh. Sucha a procrastinator. Hate myself for that.

K la bai. Need some sleeeeeep. Gonna wake up at six later to study. Good girl. Ikr. Provided i'll be able to wake up and stay awake. HAHAHAHAHA.

Nightz.

Malay.

2010-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

Harlo people. It's been a long time since i blog right? I think so too. Well, nothing much has been happening in my life now. More to studies i guess. I really really have to work hard to achieve what i want. I wanna go Poly. But don't know what poly. Nanyang has got the best track and Ngee Ann has got the best courses i think. Well i don't know. For now, i need to aim and work hard towards my goal. Wish me luck along the way.

Anyway, i sat for my Malay O'levels paper today. This is my first time studying for malay. Now i know what to study for malay. HAHA. Because for the previous malay exams, i don't really know what to study. So no i know :) Haha. Well, paper 1 was okay okay. The situational writing was fun butfor the composition, i really had no idea what to write on. So i anyhow bomb. But it's something relevant uh. Hahaha. Paper 2, wah shiok i tell yaaaa! I think i can do well for it beacause the paper is really manageable. But we shall see okay? :) MUST GET DINSTINCTION!

Kk, bye. Wanna go!

Goodbye.

2010-05-26T22:05:00.001-07:00

No no, i'm not dead yet. But i'm gonna be gone for good. Will update when i'm alive again okay? Love you guys!

Snap.

2010-05-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

I'm so pissed off at myself. How could i be so unappreciative? :<>

No boyfriend, best. Thought no heartbreak. But you're wrong, you fall in love with the guy. And you go gugu gaga over him. But too bad, he don't fancy you. He only treats you like a friend. Truth out heartbreak. Cry like baby. So go find a boyfriend now, at least he loves you.

Kay ape aku merepek ni. Har har:>

Anyway, time is running out. Malay o levels in i don't know how many days. Gonna ace it. A1 baby. Hu hu. I hope so.

Solo

2010-05-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

WALAO. WHY FARHAN NEEVR REPLY ME?!?! Nbccbbutojfhugfujbfjhsdgayhbfffuckpukilanjiaonehnehpork!

You're the one i have decided.

2010-05-10T07:36:00.001-07:00

Hi hi hi hi hi :> School was fine. Just that i slept during mathz. Nb. Too tired-.- Aep ended earlier as usual. Slack with bestie and jiali at Yewtee foodcourt. Farhan wanted to go home together with him, but i was oh so shy. Hahahahaha. Got home, had a tiff with dad. Irritating nbccb. Kay shut up fydie.

Eat, watch tv and slept till 9 plus. Fug so long i sleep. Until now i haven't study or do homework_|_ K dah i wanna chiong my homework. Byez. Love you people♥

Happy mama's day!♥

2010-05-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!♥
You are the best.
I love you mum.
This year is the most memorable NOT year because of some stupid scandalous stuff between dad and other women.
You came crying to me.
I'm so sorry to break your heart.
But as a daughter, i have to do what is right.
I don't want to you to be cheated.
I know it hurts alot.
But too bad.
In my world, you're the most beautiful women.
Yes, you look like my sister.
I ♥ it when people compliment you,
Or people telling me you are pretty.
Look uh, who's mum right? HEHE.
Nevertheless,

I fucking ♥♥♥ you motherrrrr!!!! (more then dad actually) Harhar.

Love fydie your fucking irritating daughter♥

No promises.

2010-05-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge and rescue you
on a yatch baby we would sail
to an island where we stay a due♥

Lovey dovey.

2010-05-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

Hi. I really have no life. But today i had one. Aww and i feels great. Finally i met up with Thaqif whom i used to talk only on facebook and msn. And guess what, i was late-.- Kalau tak lambat, tak sah . HAHA.

I was damn shy i tell you. I smile smile only. Hehe. I look somewhere else when he was looking at me. I called olivia to cover up my shyness. Hahaha thanks bestie for entertaining my crap. Lol. Thaqif kept asking me why i so shy. Hahaha. I very shy okay:P Hmm got our place at Raffles starbucks. I think we can get along well. HEHEHE. Lovey dovey here and there. He very cute. and naughty. Hahha. K don't want share already. Hahaha.

Heas to aunt's crib for Mother's day dinner. Haha. I reached when everybody finished eating. Tsk. But lucky i got to eat the cookies and cream cake. Yumz yumz♥ That's all.

Seeeeeeee life is a crazy thing. Guys come and go like i don't know what. Thhey really are quick. But i hope this one last long. I don't want a heartbroken heart again.

Carry on.

2010-04-29T20:54:00.000-07:00

I skipped school again today(Y) And on wednesday toooo! Woke up late! Thanks to that fucking stupid alarm clock! Fug you. Haha. Walao my resultz suckz big timez la! I wanna die already. I got nine for mathz okay! Fug mathz. Make my life difficult only. Cbknn. HAHA! Whatever~ All those running made me tired so yeah blame the nationals don't blame me! Tsk fydie. LOL. Okayz i'm gonna bathe now. Meeting bestie and jiali for lunch at macd later! I'm suppose to meet them at 12.3o, *looks at my watch* IT'S 12.08! *screams* Okay byezzz! Anw, im'ma going to Melaka tmr (Y) Happy happy, shopping shopping(: Okay byez bobbies and dickies:>

It all starts with me.

2010-04-25T07:27:00.002-07:00

Hello. Friday was Unity cross country. Fun i should say. Got champion and bestie got second:> Trained to Jurong point for lunch with my girls. Some had Nasi ayam penyet and some had Pizza hut. I had pizza hut. Come on, after all those running and the sun causing me to turn dark, i deserve a good meal right?:> Hehehe. Went back as i wasn't feeling too well. Got a text from jiali, she wanted me to go twon with her. Changed and met her. Walked around town. Had her tougue pierce. I wanna get one soon, so coolzx:> Then i indulge myself with pizza hut dessert. So mouth-watering laaa!^^ Somehow we just walk aimlessly. Saw the boy, Ian with his family:D Happy happy:> Homed at around 10.

Saturday was also a well-spent one. Went out with HafizahAley to town again. Main purpose was to talk. But guess what? We snap snap alot more than talking. But still yeah. It was fun. Those freaking high escalator scared the hell out of me. Phobia of heights suckz. Oh yeah, we had our Mc cafe like finally. Fizah treat me double cheeseburger. Hehe(: I was starving for your info:> Went up the roof top and Orchard central. I swear the view from up there was gorgeous! Took alot of photos. And i really ♥ the shots taken there. We were smiling and laughing to ourself. HEHE. Ahh fun timez!

One more hour to monday. Damn, i've got school. Guess i'll be receiving my results. Nah i think i'm not gonna be that disappointed because i planned to fail it anyways, so yeah. Haha. I'll be having Napha test tmr too. Happy:>

Wasted.

2010-04-16T00:41:00.000-07:00

Oh nooooooooooo. It's raining:( and there's thunder! Ahhhhh! And i'm alone at home. Scaryy D: And someone got tuition, so im ALONE! I don't like! Kay whatever.

Whathefock. I took 2 hours to write this paragraph. TSK. Niways, MYE is here. Bla bla bla. I'm gonna flung my MYE reaaal bad, and i mean it. No time for me. Bleahh. Whatever. Gonna mug hard for Prelims and O levels. Nyehehehee. Say only. Irritatingz bitch.

Ohyaa, finals are over:( Im happy because at least i did qualify for semis in 100m for a none tracker and first time running in nationals:D AND my girls qualified for semis too for 4 by 100m relays! I ♥ you girlxzx! And i was pretty happy with our performance in 4by4. Its was an AWESOME experience for me! My girlz really did a great job y'know! Oh and coach praise me. Phewww. I told he was gonna scold me for not opening up my long legs since i have one. But when i went up he was like, " That was a beautiful run! Your legs was wide open like 2meres wide" HEHEHE. I was happy. I'm not trying to show off but HEHE:P

I love nationals too because i egt to see alot of hehe cutez boyz. I was damn attracted to one, HEHE. Very cutez:D His name is Ian. He gave his number to me while talking on facebooook. And so now we are texting. I ♥ this moment. And i'm gonna cherish it forever:D I hope our friendship lastttt(: Awwwwwwwwwww^^ And he just end his tuition. YAY! :D Kay enough.

I think i should study later. I will be sitting for all the major exams next week. Fuck the school for the timetable. Hate it. Now i'm gonna be stress with calculations and bla bla bla.

Byez.

What do you do before you die?

2010-04-03T13:45:00.000-07:00

Hi. Life has been boring and meaningless for me. Yet i'm not doing anything about it. I really feel sad and worried thinking about my present and future. Sometimes, i just want to vanished so i don't have to face all the challenges in life and fail in it. But when i think again. God has sent me down to this earth to complete something, a mission. Everything happens for a reasons. I'm left with one week to study for my Mid year exam. If i study. And i mean really study. No distractions at all. I can and will be able to do it. I know, no use talking. I have to do it. Actions speaks louder than words. I can relate all this to the two hundred metre race i just completed on last thursday. I manage to h=get third placing in just 29 seconds. Which i think is VERY impressive for me. See, nothing is impossible. If you have the heart to do it, then you can and will.

Sorry if i sound so naggy and serious. But some things just got me thinking about my life. What i'm gonna do in the future. I don't want to waste my life just like that. And so i'm gonna do some thing about it so i won't regret it in the future.

Nights.

2010-03-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

Time to study bitchhhh!

Like a pyramid.

2010-03-26T06:45:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's friday. The last day of the week. I'm happy because it's the last day of school for the week. But i'm also unhappy because i know that Mid-year examination is just two weeks awayyy! And i'm not prepared!*gasps* Kay whatever!

Anyhoos, I just ran for the National Cross country. All i can say is that, it's the best run ever in my life!^^ Hehe. The race was tiring yet fun(: I managed to sprint and overtake two girls whom i think is a complete idiots. HAHA. Why i say idiots is because, they were already reaching the finishing line, yet they didn't sprint. I mean, it's normal reaction whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat right?-.- Tsk the girls. Haha. Ohyaaa, my timing was 20 mins dunno how many seconds for 4.1km! I'm soooo happy. Hehe^^

Next competition will take place next thursday! Will be running for 100m, 200m and relay! Ohmygucci la. So many events. I'm nervous to the max. Kay enough about track:/

Didi i tell you when is my MYE? Ohyaa, i did-.- See, i'm freaking out but i ain't doing anything about it. How irritaing can i be? Very i tell you. HAHA!

Whathefock, i took a total of one hour plus plus plus to update my blog-.- Tsk. Slowpoke worxzxz. Hehe. K, bye. Update soonish kay!

Get a life.

2010-03-19T09:57:00.001-07:00

Now what you've got to see about this picture? Say la. I don't care!:P

Anw, i can say i've not been staying at home nowadays. Holiday lessons, training and studying at macd. But still, i'vet yet to finish up my POA homeworks and do some bloody revision-.- You suck fydie. HAHA! Hmm, next wednesday cross-country, and i don't even know the route cox i didn't for the training. Hehe. Wish me luck k?(:

Two more days to school re-opens. Hell yaa, i'm not ready for it. And worst still, mid-year's coming in like three weeks time. Boooooooooooooo:< Let's all hope i'm gonna do well for it☮

Guess what i'm doing now? Hehe. Eating cookies. Wheeeee. Happy happy. OHYAAAA! I really shoould go and finish up my holiday homeworks! Still got tons of it!:( Which i bet i won't be able to finish it cox its difficult. Blood sucking assignments. Come, let me list down my homeworks:
☮Maths TYS
☮Math worksheet
☮Malay summary
☮POA worksheet
☮Chemistry worksheet

TADAAAAAAA! Wonderful isn't it?-.- Haiyo. Sure won't be able to finish plus i will be sleeping over at dayana's place to prepare for Mak long's birthday party! So yeah. NO TIME!-.-

Kay la, gonna sleep now. Or maybe do my homework. Pathetic much? Yeah, i know. But at least i've got a life unlike those spammers. Boooooooooo same lu!☮

Contradicting.

2010-03-14T12:13:00.001-07:00

Update soon yeah?(:

Loser.

2010-03-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

Hoho. Let's see. I've not been blogging that often because i've just created a tumblr account, and it's so coolioxzxzxzxz. If there's even such a word-.- Hehe. School was dumb. I failed almost all my subjects. Bohyaaaaaaaa! Can't wait for march holidays to come. Anw, today was my relay track and field competion, and guess what? I wasn't able to run because i had muscle pull on both my hamstring. How great is that? It was painful. I cried when Shi wei massage it for me:'<>

See my tagboard. I got a spammer again. And now this person got an issue with me touching guys? What's up with that? What, you jealous ah i touch other guys then i never touch you? And what you mean by touch huh? Come on, not as if i touch thier dick or whaaaaaat dumb. They are my guy friends and there is no rules saying " No touching of guys" Are you dumb or what?-.- And what's with me chasing after a guy. Whoaaaaaa. Seems like you know me inside out huh? So who's that guy i've been chasing for anyway? Care to share cheebye. You are just plain loser-.- Get lost!

The only exception.

2010-02-19T11:38:00.000-08:00

TGIF! Actually it's already the morning of saturday:( So fast! Np trining was HAHA especially the lion dance:> LOL. Bused home cox got *ehem* there and it was raining heavily-.- sucha a nice weather to sleep. So guess what i did when i reached home? Bathed la! HAHA! After that, i lie down on the coach wanting to read my storybook, but in the end i fell asleep. Till juat now, i am in the morning-.- 7pm to 1am:D Shiok uhh! Kay whatever. LOL.

I guess saturday will be a busy day for me. Poa and english homework to be done. Need to study for Chemistry test:<>

Bleahhhxzxzxx.

I can't wait for CIP on monday. HOHO. SIngle ladies^.^ Effing cute i tell you.

Okay la, goodbye and good morning!(:

Valentines day.

2010-02-14T12:17:00.001-08:00

Halo halo. It's four twenty one in the morning now and i'm like an owl wearing a red jacket looking like a zombie infront of my lappy checking out facebook:> Sucha fabulous life eh. HAHA! Yeah right. Niway, happy cheena new year and Valentines day :D

Met Humairah around 6 plus and we headed to townxzxzxz. There were silence and awkward moment. LOL. Long time never meet mah*shy shy* Hehe. Can say we camwhore alot. But fuck facebook cox i can't upload the photos. Like fuck. Shall say those shoes and clothes were effing tempting! :( Window shopped till 9 plus and we bid goodbye D: I can say that i'm a noobie at taking which train-.- hehe.

Off to meet family at cdans to bowl. Sweeeeeeeeeet! The place were crowded , nevertheless, i still enjoyed it. Strike so many time lehxzxz. Pro already!^.^ hehe.

Going bbq tml with the whole family. family reunion i shall say(: Can't wait!:>

I wanna sleep. Nights!(:

Ps. I can't wait to meet Farah dee on tuesday!(:

Lips like sugar.

2010-02-13T12:08:00.000-08:00

I want to forgive and forget everything, can? :<

Spam much.

2010-02-11T09:11:00.000-08:00

As you can see above, my tagboard has been spammed by this spammer, who calls herself lovely girl(: I wanna thank her for taking her time to spam my blog:D Hehe. She has got a problem with me wanting to become a model (: Because why, simple, she'd bloody fucking jealous of me!:D Teehee(: And what's up with the hairstyle? You ask me, ask yourself la dumb! You stupid or dumb? I think both:)

Eh pompuan, prangai tak perlu sial. Thanks ah(:

Dreams.

2010-02-10T06:10:00.000-08:00

I wanna be a model in the future? How? HAHA!

You.

2010-02-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

Hate it when the weekends are gonna end soon D: I wasted my whole two days rotting like a pig at home. Not a single revision done yet. And worst, i left both my malay and POA textbook under my table in school in which there are homworks to be done. Such an ass huh? Whatever.

Today i woke up with a very positive mindset, wanting to go out and study. In the end, here i am blogging. Homework is in front of me, touched yet not done. Bleahhh. Shall do it soon. Procrastinate much? Hell yaaaa!_|_

I hope tomorrow's gonna be a good day for me in school(: And oh yaa, i miss that particular someone evenhough i find him a jerk sometimes D: Too bad, this is life. Life is always unfair.

Wtffffffff. I sound so emo-.- haha. Eh, i not emo okay. LOL. People have thier own time.

Okay, update next time. Gonna finish up my homeworks and practise my math:D

Heartbroken.

2010-02-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

Alot of shits have been happening for the past weeks.

And it seems that i'm breaking apart every single day.

But i just can't seem to let myself fall apart and give up.

This year is my most important year.

It will defenitely affect my future.

So it's all up to me, how i want my future to be.

Nevertheless, i have to keep going and never look back.

I have to look forward and never give up(:

Go go ah go go!:D Teehee.

Fuck all that shit that is happening to me:P

Ps; Currently texting Ahleyyy:D

Patience.

2010-01-27T06:53:00.001-08:00

Having a class which really can make you laugh till you roll of your chair is the best thing that can ever happen in my life(: They really made me smile everyday. See that whole load of people there? Yeahhh, i'm proud to say that they are my crazy classmates:D Lol. And see both the bitches on top, yash and olivia? They LOVE to bully me but somehow i enjoyed being bullied by them(: They really can be patient with me:P Wooohooo!

Anw, enough of that. Guess what i'm doing now? Eating? No. You think what i pig ah, every single minute will eat one uh. HAHA. what else, watching American Idol lor. I'm just too tired because i had rehearsal with Putri and Icha straight after AEP then off to Macd to do my homework abit. Now i have no more energyyy. I haven't fully recover from my flu and cough :( but i'm getting better now:D

Okay, i wanna shit:D byes.

Hot mess.

2010-01-20T08:00:00.001-08:00

Hello!(: I know it's been along time since i blog. Tell me about it. Somehow i lost the touch for blogging D: But since alot of people are reminding me to update, so here you go(:

See that photo on top? Yeah, that explains why i had the BEST EVER SUNDAY. Hehe. Well, simply my girlfriends and i went to my aunt's place to browse through her clothing and stuff. Around 4 they went off, i stayed at my aunt's to sort things out. So Hafiz intended to watch movie together, but since i was ermmm somehow late, all the movies timing has already pass.

So he decided to eat at somewhere at Jurong point.

While on my way there, he called me and asked me:

Hafiz: Okay, let's eat at Swensen.

Me: Errr, okay (:

*put dows phone**my phone started ringing again*

Hafiz: Eh you, swensen at where ah?

Me: HAHA! You ask me? I dunno. Wait, lemme imagine Jurong point.*started imagining*

Ehhh! I dunno. You go ask Iman laa. He sure know one.

Hafiz: Eh yaaa ! HAHA. Forget. kk.

Tsktsk. So dumb yet ehem cute. HAHA!:D

In the end we didn't eat at Swensen, we ate at Newyork Newyork! And i got to know Swensen is just right beside Newyork Newyork! Lol. Well,i all i can say is that my food was salty but nice. He tasted mine, and he pity me because it was rather salty-.- LOL. So we shared our food:D See, this explain the happy mood i had from all those rubbish that had happened earlier in the day:<

Okay, enough. I can go on talking forever about him . Haha. Went home early beacause he was tired and had to be in camp by 10(:

Shits happened again, no one home. Unlucky enough, i didn't bring along my keys. So effing pissed off. Called mum, my family was at Woodlands. Headed down to Aryenti's crib to slack first. Around 8, mum called and we headed down to Bugis. Yeah, bugis on a Sunday night. School the next day. Cool parents huh, i know 8D Haha. Bought myself to tee shirts. I seriously in need of them because i've out-grown from all my other t-shirts. And next, i wanna buy jeans. Been hinting mum for it^^

Third week of school start. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! It's already the third week?! So fast. Time is like water leaking from the tap :<>

Okay, i think i should turn in N O W. Motivational workshop for the next two days. Yesterday's workshop was funny shit. Laughed like nobody's business:D Period was being bitchy, lucky no PMS. Booooooo to PMS. HAHA.

Okay, i'm done. Nights!:D

Ps: Will upload crappy photos of us soonish eh.

New year's eve.

2009-12-30T09:54:00.000-08:00

2010 is comingggggggggg, actually 1 more day-.- LOL. Kay, i want sleep now. Working @ 9 laterrr. Yay! I soooo miss working D: Hehe. Nights/Morning!

Ps: Can't wait for family reunion:D:D:D:D

Yellow.

2009-12-27T10:05:00.000-08:00

School's gonna start soon, like what, in a weeks time. And i'm sure that not everybody is coming back to sec 5 D: Hais. Whatever it is, let's work hard for whatever shit we are going to go through soon:D Anyway, i've yet to buy my books-.- perhaps later bah(: Planning to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with Yuni and whoever is free later on(: and not to forget, borrowing Hannah's camera. Hehe. Like finally laa-.- I will not be woking till wednesday. Too much partner on the floor working i think D: So thursday working. Yay!^______^

Hmmm, might be having family reunion on thursday, 31st of december 2009. Then it would be the countdown to 2010! Woooahhhhhhhhhhh. Super fast manxzxzxzxzxzxz. Then Friday maybe heading down to Sentosa with cousins, girlfriend, their boyfriends:D Can't wait.

OHYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! SEZARI WONNNN SINGAPORE IDOL! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! :P At the same time, i was sad for slyvia cox her voice is amazing:D But no biggy, i think she's gonna go far in the music industry. Cheyyyyy. (Macam paham!) haha. And Sezairi's expression after he was crowned Singapore idol was a legend manxzxzxz. He has this cute/blurr/ and whatever-description-you-want-to-say on his face. Its bladder CUTE i tell you. AND I SAW MY BOYFRIEND, MJ KWOK! (ya right!) Teeheee. He super extremely awesomely looks HOT and cute cannnnn:D Too bad, i dont have his photo-.- Kay crap.

I'm hungry, so i'm going to eat now. Bye! Don't miss me:P

Every little earthquake.

2009-12-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

What's up? I'm back from 3D2N camp:D Well, it was a slack camp for the 5 of us. LOL. Yet tiring. I kept falling asleep during breakfast-.- and even when sitting down-.- sucha a pig.Had a total of 19 hours of sleep yesterday. Call me a pig, i don't care, cox i'm like one:P Lol.

Today woke up to an empty house:/ Mum and dad out to work, brother and Grandma off to visit my late grandfather's grave. Grandma asked me along , but i was too tired/lazy to go. Then around 4 plus send her off to Phuket for her holiday there with my aunt and her friend. She asked me to go, but i turn down her offer. I don't really like going holiday without both my parents especially my mum. Yaaaa, i know, mummy's daughter. Cheyyy. Kay, crap. Haha.

Anyway, got back my N level results a long time ago. I've got 16 points. I passed all my subjects but wasn't too happy with my math. Idiot, i got grade 5 for it. Whatever shit la. I was still in doubt whether to continue my sec 5 and continue of O's or go to Higher nitec :C But i think confirm i go Sec 5 already. Sian:/ Must chiong all the way already :( Hais. Thinking about it just makes me go -.- fuck. Whatever manxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. And one of my close friend won't be joining us to sec 5 :/ Nehmind, her house a few blocks away from mine only, so anytime can meet and crap. HAHA! So gonna miss her craps la. Although she can be irritating, bitchy and giler, still she's a great friend.

HOHOHO.

2009-12-12T12:25:00.000-08:00

Hahaaa, ignore my ugly face. LOL! I was super bored so decided to take photo on my webcam. HAHAHAHAH! I can't believe i'm gonna post this up HAHA! This is what happens when im too bored and yaaaa, pissed off with some idiot guy__ LOL. Aaaaah, its 4.36 am in the wee hours of the sunday morning, and i haven't get to sleep yet. BOO to insomniaa laaaa D: Now texting Haziq cox he say he wanna teman me. Good ah, still got company. Wheeeee!~ And i want to buy a FOX sweater, the ones i'm wearing is my aunt's. But when i went to FOX store, THERE IS NO MORE STOCK FOR THE DESIGN TAHT I WANTTTTTTTTTTT! Boohooooooo* cries* Seriously laaa, i want D: HAHAHAH! K, i think i want to sleep. Tml, eh i mean later going shopping with family. I miss my dad, haven't seen him for 2 days due to his work-.- fuck his work laaa. HAHA. I hope im gonna get what i want later onn:D *wink wink*

K nights people!^^

No real love.

2009-12-05T10:28:00.000-08:00

Hello!:D Well, on the 3rd December, every Starbucks in Singapore will have a Christmas Open House:D And of course my sote, Cintenh 3 also have one! And it was AWESOME! Although i was only the photographer and prep mix, i still enjoyed! Actually, i was suppose to do frappe but dunno what happened i was assigned the photographer. Hehe! So fun! EOS Was a great camera , i swear! I wanna buy one tooo!:D Yaa right, wait long long, wait till i save up:D Haha! Had exchange gift. I gave Ary monster a mug, pooh and -.- flower, It comes in a set. haha. Got a present from Ain:D She gave Bodyshop lotion and body showerrr, HOHO! White musk babe! Dun play play:P Hehe.

Okayyy. im so bored nowwww. Ohyaaaaa, will be working at Jurong point on monday, thursday and friday. Whooooo! Hope i can manage:D Prayy hardddd^^ K laaa, will post some other times:D

Anyway people, i don't smoke. So please eh:D

Live life to the fullest.

2009-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

I've got a story to tell.

There's a little girl who grew up with 3 sisters. She's the smallest of all. Well, she completed her school in ITE Clementi. She grew up and became a rebellious girl. Going out late at night and treating her home like a hotel. She hang out with those rebellious kids. She rarely listens to her parents. Every single day, without fail, they will argue even over small matters. Now she's already in her late twenties, still single. Then on one faithful friday, during fasting month,while she was working, she received a call. She heard someone crying at the other end of the line. She tried to figure out the words said. Then she realised that her mum called, crying, telling her that her dad is no longer around. Speechless, she burst into tears and fainted. Her friends brought her home. When she saw her cold, icy, motionless dad's body lying on the mattress, she started to moan and hug her dad. That one incident made her change for the better. Now she live with her mum in a 4 room flat. One room is rented to a tenant. So that the rent money could cover her daily neccesities. She quit her job because she have to juggle a 5 person job without any pay raise given. You might think she's stupid, but she's a very capable women. Since she quit her job, she started to make her own business eg. flea market. Because she thinks that being her own boss is the best. Apparently, financial problem and conflicts started to arise. Apparently, her 2 sisters didn't even offer any help but they still have the cheek to talk about her-.- saying that she's being stupid or whatever shit. Now, she's trying her very best to prove to everyone that looked down on her and trying to make her mum in a stress-free life :D

See, this is life. At least some poeple tried to bacome a better person rather then continue their horrible way of life. Live life to the fullest! Don't tell me you're gonna live all your life getting into troubles? I hope you guys get what i mean. And hey, do give me a comment. Thanks:D

Work-Worked-Working.

2009-11-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooooooo! Im FINALLY back! I know you guys miss me:P Hahas. Kidding. i was basically busy with work and stuff. And i've lost the touch of blogging, like seriously laaaa.

But still, i do miss blogging. Hehe. Well, yesterday was my OFF day but my family got 4wedding invitation. Soooo hais, just follow. Was quite fun laaa, took damn alot of photos with iylaaa. HAHA! We were actually making stupid and dumb faces, and laughing super loud about it. HAHAH! Around 9 at night, finally went to Bugis to search for my Prom dress. Was kinda f-up cox i can;t find the right dress for me as i'm too tall. But finally, saw this white dress at a semi-closed shop. LOL. The price was actually quite reasonable, and the dress was what i wanted and was suitable for my height. Woohooo!~ Lmao. Sent Bro to cousin's house, and iylaaa stayed over at my cribs. Sshhhhhh! She's sleeping soundly noww at the hall while i'm busy chatting with *ehem ehem*. AHAHA! Kay whatever.

Crap abit with trevor just now. Funny man. LOL.

Anywway, i'm working @ Starbucks:D Well, it was difficult for me at first but i will try my best to you know persever. Whatever shit laaa. AHHA!

Tml eating Mee siam with iylaaa @ Yew tee i think. LOL. So i think i shall go sleep nowwww. Quite tired and sleepy liao.

NIGHTS people!:D

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY OLIVIA LEE JIA MINNNN! aka Olive oil aka butch aka bitch aka jerk. AHHAHA! She's the best friend ever, i think:P hehe. She really made me laugh like mad woman everyday w/o fail. Eventhough sometimes she can be really bitchy, BUT she still rocks. She is the best bully friend ever. AHHA. I will be her punching bag and dragging victim after AEP last time. Awwww, ireally miss those times and lastly I MISS OLIVE OILLLLLLLLLLLLL!:D :D HAHAHAH!

Truthful.

2009-09-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!^^V
Long time never update blogger le ahh.
Hmmmm, like what i've mention on my Onsugar, N level has started alrady started. So shall not elaborate more. Teeheee. Anything just go to my Onsugar. Will give you the link laterrrrrrrrrr!:D

I don't think i will update blogger that often, so check me out at www.dumbotheelephant.onsugar.com !

So long readers, BYE!

2009-08-21T07:53:00.000-07:00

www.dumbotheelephant.onsugar.com

UPDATED!:D

Prelim's fever.

2009-08-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hello^^ Pardon me for bot updating my pathetic blog for like i dunno how many days. And i don't even think any humans got read my blog. Been busy prelims.

I can say that prelims was okayokay, can say easier then Mid-Year, still manageable. Sadly to say, it was all a last minute preparation. I promised myself to study hard for prelim, but i broke it:( How dumb and an asshole can i be. Nevermind, it's just prelims, i still got the BIG one coming, and it's getting nearer day by day, N levels. Shall stdy super duper hard for it although i still got my doubts on where i will be going next.
Hmm, i'm left with 3 more papers,Chemistry,Poa paper 1 and Biology, and i yet to study for them-.-
The previous papers was okayokay,
English was manageable just that the compre was nonsense to me, forget what was it about.
Malay was also quite easy(insert a BIG smile) but i'm still not that confident about the composition part, abit of worry there.
Math was okayokay also, just that i didn't do alot of question and alot of careless mistakes-.-
SS and History was okay for the essay part although i forget parts of it, but suddenly it all comes back to me. Haha. SBQ was ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Don't really know how to do.
POA paper 2 was actually somehow or rather easy but i forget how do. Stupid right? I actually studied for it. Shit me. Zzzzzzzzzzz.

So now i'm left with all the sciences. Hope can do well, HOPE only. LOL. Will study for Poa and Chemistry tomorrow:D

Nights:D Will update more soon.

Ps: Do tag me when you visit this pathetic blog my mine:D Thank you. Appreciate it lots.

Life.

2009-08-07T10:35:00.001-07:00

I'm sad,lost at what to do. I don't know who to trust anymore.

I just don't who are they or is it just me? I can only rely on myself. No shoulder for me to lent on. Everything is different now. Maybe i should'nt have been so sensitive back then. Hate this feeling when you want to get back with someone, but he/she just respond you for the sack of responding. It really hurts. I don't have any idea on how to really get back to you. I'm really a forgiving person. I miss the laughter, joy and gossips we used to share.Why must it be now? I'm such a double L- Loser and Loner. I want to talk to you, but by looking at your face, i can tell you are not interested. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Whatever.

I may be happy outside, but inside i feel miserable.

Ps: I'm not okay,i'm not alright.

Asshole.

2009-08-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

Check out my temporary website for the time being http://dumbotheelephant.onsugar.com
Blame blooger for being bitchy:P

Pounder.

2009-07-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

I was wondering and poundering, why i was always given the get-lost look when i'm with people. Very curious.
I'm those kind of girl who is verrrrrry sociable and i've got a mixture of friends.
Even my teacher saw how i reacted.
She said,

"Firdiana is stucked between her malay friends and her mixture of chinese-indian-malay friends."

Wth:/ Even she notice it.
Yes, i'm trying very hard not to be sensitive, but this happened too many times already, and i just can't take it anymore.
I've no one to confide in, like seriously.
Even if i think tell them my problem, i bet they won't understand.
It's really hard for me.
I felt left out most of the times,eventhough i felt this way before during my primary school years.
Sometimes,i told myself,"Let's try to be a loner today, and see how well it goes."
But it was never successful.
Because, to me, friends are the most important people when you are in school.

Yes, i do admit that sometimes i do treat my friend badly, as in joking around.
But ahhhhhhhh whatever.
I always wanted to make them feel important, but they never made me felt that i'm part of them.
Hais.
But still, just three words,"Life's goes on."

Exams in four days time, next tuesday is my Malay paper 2 and Social studies. I don't want anything to affect me. So i will try to treat as if nothing is happening.

Exhausted.

2009-07-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!^^ See the above pibture, Woohooooo! He's super hot, too bad his number 9, if he were 8, i would have been crazy over him. HAHA. Kidding.

Anyway, i should me doing my POA now, not updating. Shit me!

I'm sleepy already, and i've yet to do my homework. Bleahhhh. Shall do later^______^

School has been hectic, crazy, sad, confused and mad this week. Like really la.

Monday, early morning, something sad happened. Made me cry-.- sensitive girl. Lol.

Sianxzxzxzxz man. Whatever la.

Yesterday went study at Limbang MacD with Olivia. Rollerblade there. Guess what? I fell like umpteen of times. Got one time, i fell, is somersault one lor, the Olivia keep laugh at me-.- asshole!^^ HHAA! Now, my butt hurts and there are abrasions on both my knees. Serve me right xD

Today was Malay 'N' level oral. OMG la! It was difficult. I get tougue-tied when i wanted to say something. Shit me! Then went home, changed, off to Yash birthday party, Great!^^

Okay, shall go study now. Goodnight Monsters!^^

Liverpool.

2009-07-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

OMG la, blogger is such a bitch nowadays. Bleaaaaaaaaahhhh.

Anyway, read Afifah's blog. I totally agree with her. I mean after 10 years of studying, and you think that your parents have not been giving you enough freedom,and that's when you decided to give up on everything and go out and have fun. Not thinking about the consequences they are going to face in the future.What the freaking fish is that? It's like so ~~stupid,dumb,nonsensetical,bullshit~~ self act , you know what i mean. Pardon me if it's too harsh eh:/ But i breally like how Afifah explains it all.

Well, back to my life(: Yesterday, which was sartuday, went to my cousin's house at Jurong. Played with Hazirah. She's soooooooooo cute. I took photos with her, but too bad, it's in mum's phone,and blogger is acting bitchy.

Okay i beeter go now, Liverpool VS Singapore is on. YAY! Can't wait to see my boyfriend playing, Torres 09. HAHAHA! Kidding, if only Gerrard was here. Okay, BYE!

Why.

2009-07-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

Why? Why did you tell her? Why can't you just tell me face to face? Why must you involve another person? I didn't expect you to do that. I was very shocked. You really hurt me, i'm okay if you tell me straightforward, i will understand, at least i won't be that hurt. Hais. You should i'm talking about you, yes, YOU!__

Fried-day.

2009-07-24T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo! Eh, why blogger the format like that sia, you know i know xD Damn complicated can. Haiyo.
Anyway, one week of school just pass, meaning ONE MORE WEEK to prelims. O-M-G la!*spells it out. LOL. Scary to the bloody maxxxxxx.
But i know I CAN DO IT(: So ya,m must think positively:D

Ohyaaa, wednesday was a super bad day for me. Felt very no-mood went going to school, wasn't looking forward to it. Then POA lessons, became worse. Someone told me something, very unexpected, and without knowing, i cried. The rest of the day was sooo bleahhhhhhhhh. And Mrs kumar keep di siao me during Biology, imagine, i have to sit in the middle of the girls and in front of Mrs Kumar. OMG. The reason: I verrrry blurr sotong. LOL:/

Yesterday went swimming with Yash,Olivia, Hong yi and Putri. Guess what?! 2 person almost drowned. OMG, super scary. I have no strength to fo the lifeguard thingy. But lucky, nothing serious happened. A great experience actually. Woohoo! Hahaa. Siao.

Today, went to school with super small eyes. Talk to Yu ling and she laughed at me cox my eyes like closing like that and need to be forced open. LOL^^
Had Malay and SS test. While doing malay, accidentally slept and i was the last one to finish-.- LOL. And after that SS test, very dissapointed in them. Hais. I think all the studying last night explains why my eyes was small the next morning. Doinks!

After school went Lot 1 with Pure, Ely, Amirah and Fizah, watch them eat. Then dad fetched me and went to Geylang to eat. After that, went cemetery to visit my late grandpa. Man, i miss him so much, i love to smell his strawberry cigarette. Hehe(:

Okay, my cousin is coming to my house later. Wheee~ Okay, toodles!

Suxtobeme.

2009-07-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

You know what, yesterday, while i was rollerblading around my estate, i saw a couple making out. LOL. Under the block leh, in the broad day light somemore-.- Nonsense.
So, after i saw, i keep rollerblading there, di siao them. HAHA! So fun, i keep laughing to myself, lucky no one saw:D

Yesterday's party was okayokay, played basketball at Newcourt awhile, then return to the party again:/ The cupcakes verrrrry nice^^

Today rot at home. Sian:/ Now then managed to study, it's like 12 plus am le.
Tomorrow got school, got PE! Yay! And must get to serious bussiness le, PRELIMS IN ANOTHER 20 MORE DAYS *gasps.

Okay, got to go le. Goodnight! ILY:D

Memories.

2009-07-17T09:21:00.001-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I miss those time:'( Thinking about it just make me miss those times more. Sadsad:[ When i was emo-ing at one point of time and when it comes to taking pictures, i was pushed by Danish, somehow somesault to the ground and cried because i was shocked-.- HAHA!^^ Memories that won't be forgotten forever. It will always stay in my heart. Aisey!^^ Lol. So sweet(:

Didn't attend school today. Can say i pon la, cox bluff my mum i sick, actually sick la but was still able to go to school, but due to my lazyness, HEHE. LOL^^

Convo with Mum in the morning when she woke me up,

Mum: Firdiana, wake up!!!! You still sick?

Me: What? No, i dunwan go school. LAZY!

Mum: Huh? What lazy? You still sick anot?

Me: Aiya, not lazy then still sick la!

HAHA! That's what i can remember cox i was mumbling when i was talking to her. After that, went MacD find Jiali they all. Waited for Farishia they all to finish AEP. Bumped into Fizah, so chit chat. Thanks for keeping me company!^^ Hehe.

Okay, that's all.

Mum is asking me to stop using computer le. Ohnoooooooo! She's coming. *gasps then SCREAMS(!!!!!) HAHA. K, i better off.

Goodnight(!)

Sick.

2009-07-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

Feeling down and moody. Feel very sick. Hot body temperature but no fever-.-
Throat's killing me. Flu really sucks, my nose really hurts from the wiping of dozens of tissues.
Sore throat. Coughing makes my throat damn painful. No strength to do any work.
Thanks all for your concerns. Love you people!^^

Tired.

2009-07-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

Hello^^ LOL. Okay, You see the above picture? Isn't he just acute? LOL(!) I forget how to spell his name ah.Eh wait, the 1st picture got his name, JONGHYUN(!)HAHA. Okay whatever, short and random post only. Need to do homework le:c

Goodnight assholes(!) :D:D:D

No monday blues.

2009-07-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

YO!:D

Today was a good day, not that boring.
PE was, well, rough but fun.
Now my index finger and thumb got injury cox Putri accidentally whacked it while trying to hit the ball. HAHA. Great^^
Math was WOW! Very interesting for the 1st time. Class was separated. Cool^^
I like the new method. Hehe(:
After school, bump into mum so she blanja me KFC:D
Mock exam paper for Math AEP.
Super sian>.<

So now i'm HUNGRY!
And i need to eat and do ALL my homework and do some revision.
Prelims in 28days time!*gasp*
HAHA.
K whatever, GOODNIGHT!

Smelly belly.

2009-07-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hello!:D Hmm, maybe a short post.

Haven't finish my freaking homework yet:C

Very lazy do, maybe later finish as much as i can:D Jiayou fydie!(:

Hmm, today didn't go anywhere just went out to meet mum for lunch at Yew Tee and rollerblade after that:D My bro was dumb and irritating. He pushed me till i felled down while rollerblading. Asshole!:P Felled down for like 4 times today. Xia sway! Now my right arm and knee hurts. Sadsad. Ohyaaaa, saw asyidiq actually it's he saw me first la at Yew Tee point. I saw this group of football boys, then they keep stare at me, So i just looked away. Then while they going up the escalator, one of them like keep on whistle. So i looked up and i laughed-.- I like WTH sia. So went i was walking towards my dad's car, so them again, suddenly,

"Firdiana!" a familiar voice called me.

* i turned and looked*

*He waves at me* *All the other football boys looked at me*

*i wave back*

*In my heart, "OH! It was Asyidiq!"

Haha! K whatever. No wonder they all keep staring at me. Huahua! K that's all.

Trying to bring myself to study, but nahh, too bored.

Tml schooling, got PE! Yay me! Hahaa.

K, GOODNIGHT!

I gotta feeling.

2009-07-10T08:57:00.001-07:00

Hello! Yay! Like finally blogger can upload photos. The bottom photos are from last monday, Youth holiday. Enjoy! Tee hee:D

Okay, school this week was okayokay nia(: Didn't sleep except for yesterday, during malay class. Cox The night before that i got a slight fever. Lucky Mdm Rashidah didn't scold mr for sleeping, she even ask me to go to sick bay. Lol.

After AEP yesterday, went rollerblading and played badminton with Gfs:D

Ohyaaaa, i felled in while rollerblading(!!!!)

Damn xia sway leh. I want go down the curb then skali i lose my balance and fall backwards. Then went i want get up, i fall again-.- Noob sia. HAHA. People at the bus stop was laughing at me, i can hear them laugh _ _

Tomorrow, i mean today afternoon maybe going chiong my homework and study. Wish me luck eh!(:

K, i got to go sleep. GOODNIGHT!:D

Trust no more.

2009-07-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

Dear humans,

Can someone tell me what did i do wrong till you have to say that about me? Am i that bad? I was really shocked when i heard what you said. I was hurt. Yes, hurt about what you said. I'm not angry but just curious. Why you have to say that? Really, WHY? I was blankly sitting there eating my food, thinking what should i talk to you guys while walking back to class. But it seems that you guys ignored me. Or was i being to sensitive? maybe. I dunno. We shall see tomorrow. Happy settling people.

Ps: This is what i feel.

No more.

2009-07-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

Today was crazy and fun(:
Played basketball and Badminton with HafizahAley, Afifah and Hafizah 4/5(:
Laughed and talk alot:D Mostly we _____ about people. Hehe.
Only we know:D Then went to Yew Tee to eat dessert and sat awhile at Mcafe. I ate doublecheese. Too hungry. LOL^^Then around 6 plus meet mum and went home together, actually not purposely meet la, it's coincidence. Ha ha ha.

Aaaaaargh! Damn pissed off with blogger. Cannot upload photos. Your mama la cannot upload! XD LOL^^ nevermind, shall upload on facebbok. See how XD

Anyway, being a good schoolgirl yesterday night, i did all my assignments. Hehehe:') Really satisfied when i know i've finished my homework on time :D And on wednesday is my N level oral! Scary :x But i did study abit about oral just now, OPEQ! Ha ha ha. K whatever:/

Tomorrow got school! Sheeesh. Another boring,sleepy school day. K, i'm exaggerating. LOL^^
Hope it's gonna be a nice day for me:D

Shall uplaod photos next time since the stupid blogger doesn't allow me:P
Boo to blogger. Lol^^

Downpour.

2009-07-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

Wow! Today was a wet day. Rain the whole day, i think.
Cox when i went to Iluma and bugis that time raining, then going back that time also raining.
Very cooling BUT irritating xD Because of the puddles in singapore.
Okay, i'm crapping. Whatever:/

Tml YouthDay Holiday! Can slack!:D Going play badminton and basketball tml with them:D
Lol^^ Been slacking during weekends. Whatever:p

Ohyaaaa, Dad has been talking about Liverpool coming to s'pore. I want to watch!
The last time i went was when i was still a little girl. Tsktsk. But due to not saving up, no chance of going le. Cries:'(

K, Goodnight!:D

Burning fats.

2009-07-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

To girlfriends!

Are you guys free this monday? Want to go play any sports? Do message me or tag me if you want asap!:D

Gunshot.

2009-07-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry. It wasn't my intention.
I just wanted a reason. Why.
And i understand your situation.
Accusing doesn't do any good.
Gossips too.
So might as well, being a true friend,
i asked first, why.

Tearing me apart.

2009-07-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

Eeeeeeeeeeee, blogger cannot uplaod photos__
Irritaing you know. K whatever.

Monday was great, cox got PE, but still boring. Cox we played floorball. Sucha boring game, you know. Hate it. But still, a lot of laughters from my classmates. Was appointed the PE rep. Dammit. Was praying hard not to be chosen, but the teacher can read my mind-.- Lol.
NO AEP! Hehehe. Go where? MacD to study with Oneay(:

Tuesday was sleepy. Slept alot in class. Stupid me. K whatever. Essay for AEP:D

Wednesday was dumb. Three periods of freaking boring malay. Almost fall asleep. Tell you, it's super boring to sit at the first row, at the right hand corner. Damn NOT motivated leh. Sian. But lucky Serinna made everyone laughed about something. Hahaa. Then she blamed me and Oneay for giving her wrong anwsers to it xD Went with Hafizah 4/5. Get to talk. LOL to weihao. Haha.

Thursday was okay. Slept awhile during POA. And Mdm asmidah greeted me with a "Good the morning Firdiana!" Haha. What english is this. K whatever:/ English,funny. Chemistry was -.-, don't understand. Aaaaagrh. POA aep was funny, "Sial ah, sepet siol!" Apit said when Safiee was returning my specs. Basically meaning, hmm, small eyes???

Friday was another dumb day. First three period of Malay. Tell me, three periods for malay in the MORNING, yeah, i repeat morning. Daamn sleepy, i guess i was the only one cox when i looked around, everyone was wide awake,doing their given work. K whatever. Other periods was okayokay(: MacD for lunch. HAHA! Oneay's most embarrasing moment. Shall not elaborate. Secret:P Lol. English Aep practice oral. Jiali was high^^ After that, Grandma called and treat me to Long John. Today i eat like pig.

Chicken chop for recess.
McSpicy meal for Lunch.
Chicken bonanza for Lunch again-.-
What's next,
Maggi mee for dinner.
Great 'nutritional' food huh.

Okay, that's. I'm done with one week of school. Next monday will be celebrating Youth day, so it's HOLIDAY. I don't like cox it's the day we got PE! Noobshit la. Anyways, today was the arrangement of sits, sat beside Jerome, beside him is America. LOL. Only 4/2 know who is it. Hehe. Behind is Oivia,Afif and Wei Hao( Corn boy) (!) Hahaa, Hope this arrangement will help me concentrate more :D

K, goodnight.Btw, sorry for the wordy post. Blame blogger. HAHA.

Buzz off.

2009-07-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hi.
I'm feeling super shag nowadays. Should learn how to sleep earlier.
English 'N' levels Oral is just a week away.
I'm scared. I've been practicing my pronunciation at home.
I think i got tongue problem-.- dumbshit.
Tried my best not to fall asleep during lessons, but i failed.
Stupid me. I hate myself for now.
And don't understand a shit about Chemistry now.
Why must it be now,
Whatever__

Flu and cough has been my "friends" nowadays__
I don't need them to be my "friends",HATE THEM.
Please, just leave me alone,both of you.
Appreciate it very much.

Shall go sleep awhile now and start studying when i wake up.

Bye.

Happy 12th birthday brother.

2009-06-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

Hehe:D

I'm doing math on ace-learning now(:

Okay, shall go and concentrate NOW!(:

Anw, schools gonna re-open tml. Yay! Can meet Gfs and yeah, study(: No more slacking.

ANDANDAND i've got lots of photos to upload.

Wait long long bah xD

K, GOODNIGHT! Sayonara:]

Random.

2009-06-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

My twin!^^ Isn't she cute? HAHA!

Okay, i'm waiting for Syifa to buy for me this soft toy, DUMBO!:D

King of pop dead.

2009-06-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo!:D Transformer was awesome, really enjoyed the show. LOL. Mum and Bro sat on each of my side, and they were noisy throughout the movie, espcially mum-.- Haha, she get excited, you know what i mean=.= LOL^^ Ohyaaaa, see the two characters on top, they are super cute and funny, and it comes in green colour also, my fav. HAHA, but it got a rabbit teeth-.- Nevermind, still cute. Haha!

Hmm, ohyaaa, in the morning went polyclinic. Was sick,cough and flu ,and also have to accompany my Ahma go appointment. I dunno why i cannot wake up in the morning sia, superrrrr shag. Came back, slept again while waiting for Syifa to get ready to take timetable at school. 12 plus she called, and i told her," eh, lazy ah, we take on Monday la." LOL. After a few minutes, i called her, "Eh, let's just go take, verry boring." -.-HAHA. I'm such a fickle minded girl:D

Anw,in the morning, was tuning on to 98.7fm, and they were talking about Micheal Jackson. I was like 'why the hell are they talking about him??' Then when i reached polyclinic, i saw the headlines, it wrote,

Headlines: Michael Jackson dies at the age of 50.

Yeah, i was verrrrrry S-L-O-W. Okay whatever. HAHA:/ Goodnight!:D

Happy birthday.

2009-06-25T03:16:00.001-07:00

Happy (16th) Birthday Serinna(!!!) AND also to See Gek Hwee(!!!) *sry gek, didn't manage to fing your phots with me. Paiseh ah:(

Quiz.

2009-06-25T02:07:00.001-07:00

Tagged by MinWei to do this quiz.

-Besides lips,where is the favourite spot to get kiss?
* Hmm, cheek(:
-How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
*Still sleepy but excited^^
-Who was the last person you took photo with?
*Oneay and Icha.
-Would you consider to be spoiled?
*No:)
-Would you ever donate blood?
*Hmm, maybe yes, maybe no. I'm scared!:(
-Have you ever had a bestfriend whose the opposite sex?
*Er nope.
-Do you want someone dead?
*Noooooo, not for now(: LOL^^ What a question.
-What does the last message say?
*"You at which toilet?"
-What are you thinking right now?
*Hmm, thinking of YH and also should i go play basketball later^^ Lol.
-Do you wish someone is with you?
*Yeah, absolutely.
-What time you went to bed last night?
* Around 4 plus.
-Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
*Bugis street(:
-Is someone in your mind?
*YES:]
-Who was the last person who texted you?
*Oneay(:

10 person to do this quiz:
1) Farishia
2)Hafizah
3)Oneay
4)Afifah
5)Serinna
6)Hazimah
7)Syifa
8)Azlin
9)Shahirah
10) Whoever who wants to do(:

-Who is 2 having relationship with?(Hafizah)
* Me(: I'm her mental hospital partner. LOLOL^^
-Is 3 female or male?(Oneay)
*Er female.
-If 7 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?(Syifa and Azlin)
* They are already together, as bestfriend.
-What is 1 studying about?(Farishia)
*Ohhhh, easy, she is studying what Rainbow centre is teaching her right now XD
-when was the last time you chat with 5?(serinna)
*Yesterday night, regarding her birthday. LOL^^
-Is 4 single?(Afifah)
*She's my scandal. HAHA.
-Say something about 2?(Hafizah)
*Mental hospital partner xD
-What do you think if 3 and 6 being together?(Oneay and Hazimah)
* Dunno. No comments.
-Describe 9.(Shahirah)
*She got verrrrry nice curly hair(: LOL. And pro in guitar geek.
-Do you like 8?9Azlin)
*Hmm, another scandal of mine. LOL.

Yes, FINALLY, done with it. Too bored that's why i do(:

Swimming.

2009-06-25T01:20:00.005-07:00

Went to 'Hotel' after swimming and eating. Hahaha! Okay whatever, no need to know.

Hmm, overslept, Icha woke me up(: LOL. Went for swimming, lucky not crowded:D

Played and swim around until 11.30. Went to Yew Tee, had our lunch there. Verrrrrry hungry. LOL. Then off to my crib. Icha went insane XD They went home just now, and now i'm alone in my room,listening to music, tougue tied by Faber drive. Okay, life's getting boring every minute. Maybe later go do my maths awhile(:

Okay, school gonna start next week and AEP is held for 2 hours EVERYDAY. Tsktsk. I think being a Sec 4 student, got no life. Okay whatever. Shall end here.

Bye!

Annoyed.

2009-06-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo!:D Yes, i know, i've abandoned my blog and it's quite enough abondoning it. Okay, whatever!^^ Hahaa/
Hmm, currently pissed off with some people. Whatever to them, for whoever you think you are. __

Had Math Hot-housing on Monday and Tuesday,8am- 3pm. Hmm, was helpful in the beginning but as time pass, it was freaking boring. And the problems all kinda difficult. Irritating manzxzxzx. But i did tried my best to do the questions, somehow, i can do it^^ Hahaa. And Oneay was stressed out cox she cannot understand, so took my time to teach her abit(:
BUT one thing i hate, is the teacher. He damn fast la, like chuchu train like that. End up, all of us was left behind at our own pace-.-

Okay enough of ranting. Yay! Tml going swimming with Icha and Oneay since the rest cannot make it-.- ~~Excuses~~. Hate it. Okay whatever:\ Hmm, maybe after that want study, but not confirm yet:D But like FINALLY, go swimming again, long time never swim le. Must maintain my standard. LOL^^

Ohhhhyaaaa, Unity has got their first H1N1 case. Received sms from Olivia, LOL. Dunno whether true anot eh but just wanna say TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF! Anyway, accompanied Grandma to Polyclinic just now, and i need to wear a mask cox i was having flu, lucky i never say i cough or else i need to waer the bigger mask-.- Lol. And it was suffocating wearing the mask, cannot breathe,REALLY, for me la:D

Okay, i dunno what to say already, seriously. Update tml cox it's a special day for my bitch:D HAHAHA!

Kay, goodnight!:D

Touch your hand.

2009-06-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo!^^

Hmm, my cousin slept my house for two days. She's like my laughing gas sia. She keep on making me laugh like mad person. LOL^^ But i'm still not happy cox of that something:(

We somehow shared a lot of stuff(: Thanks for lending me your listening ear:D

And we did a lot of crazy stuff, she taught me how to dance to "In the ayer" HAHA! Damn funny sia, i do anyhow then she keep on laughing at me cox i was being mad xD

Hmm, tml got Math hot-housing. Yay! Can meet my girlfriends(L)(L)

Oh by the way, i'm addicted to the song "touch my hand" by David Archuleta(:

Damn niceeeee(:

Okay, shall stop here. NIGHTS!(:

Helpless.

2009-06-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

I love rotting at home-.- YA RIGHT!

Should start my study marathon soon(: NO MORE PROCRASTINATING!!!!!

Anw, something happened. Shall not elaborate. It's my ~~dumb~~ act. LOL^^

Whatever, shall not do it again(: Wheeeeeeeeee~

Okay, i'm going mad, i know, no need tell. Hahahaha!

Monday and tuesday got maths hot-housing, gonna practice! Yay!:D Shall not slack already.

It's the critical moment le. I'm scared! I need motivation, yet to find myself a tutor. DAMMMIT!

K whatever,i'm gonna watch tv already!

By the way, I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS!

Okay, GOODNIGHT!

Ps: Please comment on the photos,okay?(:

Rotting.

2009-06-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

Stupid dumbshit! I'm like rotting at home:(
Nevermind, shall go study now!:D

xoxo fydie(:

2009-06-18T03:16:00.000-07:00

Uploading photos! Do not disturb,

bitches.

Unstoppable.

2009-06-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo!:D
Weekends was great for me and family(:
On sunday after attending my dad's friends wedding headed down to Takashimaya, mum bought herself a pretty little "COACH" bag. Then headed down to Far east plaza to search for my stuff. In the end, didn't buy any clothes, just a cute green bangle. It's really coool(: LOL.
Hmm, then went to Bugis to continue my scavenger hunt for clothing, LOL, found myself a high-waisted dress. Yay me!:D Then walked to the new shopping centre, Alumni, i think. I dunno and forget the name, BUT one thing i can be sure of is that, the shopping mall is superrrrrr big! And the escalator is damn long, but i've seen longer at Orchard la. LOL^^
Kk, enough. Moving on,

Monday went for bowling with Aunt and cousins(: Played a total of three games. Whoooh! Was sure tiring but fun. Hehehe! Than something sad and shocking happened. Shall not elaborate, went for dinner and off to my cousin's house. We laughed like mad women sia, then decided to go out and buy some snacks. Ended of with my dad fetching both me and my bro home(:

Today was suppose to stay at home but i'm scaredd. Hahaha! Scary cat~ Cox the night before i watched ghost show on internet and i keep on imagining stuff. ~~Stupid~~ me xD hahaha! So went to study at Limbang MacD with Sean, Don and Charlotte,went home around 5.45. Came home, did some house chores and lie down on my bed,accidentally dozed off. Sunddenly, someone called, it was Syifa. LOL. It's been a long time since i talk to her(: Haha.

Anywant, Weihao is coming back tomorrow! Yay! Haha. Ohhhhh! By the way, both my hand got 3 different colour tone. Weird, but coooool. Hahaa!

Kk, i want go watch movie le. Goodnight!:D

Lemon tree.

2009-06-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

Heyyyoooo! Been going out for a few days, going to school and such.

Let's recap what i've done! ........(thinking,wait ah.)

LOL, now i remembered(:

Thursday

Went to school for the recording of the Graduating Cd. Me and Icha was selected but we were reluctant to go, but still, we went. Lol. The recording was super dumb. I go sing the first line then Me yew said it was out tune i think-.- so i exchange with Icha. I took the second line, hmm, quite okay la, just that have to record a lot of times. It's like when you are not recording, everything was okay but when we know it's recording everything went wrong. Haha. I think Mr Yew was irritate by me. Hahaha. Ended around 5pus. Yeah, i know super long-.-

Friday

Much more better than yesterday but i was in a dilemma on what should i wear for the filming. Wanted to wear a dress, but at last decided to wear my pink polo-tee and grey skinnies. Lol. Went Marina Barrage. Tell you, the heat there was WOW! Great=.= Was perspiring as the sun was sorching hot. We went to quite a number of places to film. LOL. Quite fun la(: Went to the water museum after everything ended.

No transport back was provided so all of us took the shuttle bus to Marina mrt station, i think. Haha. then decided to go to suntec IT show. Along the way, the whole bunch of us pranked people. Eg.

Alastair:"Eh, look! *points to the sky

All of us; Eh! What is that?! *Everybody points to the skies.

Haha. Actually there's nothing la, we just wanted to see other peoples reaction,and guess what, even people in the car looked at us and was wondering what we were pointing to. Haha! Laughed like mad people, especially wanling. Hahaha! After Darius bought his mouse went to Esplanade to slack and prank more people .Got tired,so decided to go home.

We took a lot of photos, Ely said over a 100 photos. Lol. Later i post some(:

Yeah, that's about it. Was a tiring day but a fun one:D

Today,nothing much. Slacked at home. Didn't study:( Mum's coming home late,around 2 to 3am today,so shall wait for her,while waiting i shall study. Hehe. See, sucha good daughter(; hahaha! BHB sia. k, whatever. Anyway here's some of the photos(; Enjoy!

Fydie(:

Candid^^

Courtesy of Ely's phone, Somehow i took all the photos. Hehe(:

In the Mrt,on the way home:

*rritated by Icha's spasticness

Me: Eh, you go back your Sunshine centre la!

(pauses for awhile)

Me: Eh, wrong, rainbow centre!

Icha: Hahahaha Sunshine centre!

Anyway. on Wednesday night i was too bored till i went insane and went and irritate Hafizah. hehe. See the conversation at her blog(:

Shall stop here.Goodnight!

Fly away.

2009-06-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

Everyday, i will imagine there's a big ocean,
in that particular ocean, there's nothing,only water,
clear blue water,
I would just imagine myself swimming in the ocean,
all by myself, swimming freely, like the fish in the real ocean.
Nothing to fear off, being eaten by sharks or whatsoever,
just keep on swimming wherever i like,
that's what i want in real life, eventually,
all this only happens in my dreams:(

In the real ocean, big or small creatures are constantly living in fear,
needing to be aware of the surrounding,
fear of predators lurking around,
that's what life is all about,
you have to go through all kinds of challenges and face obstacles in the mid of life.

I feared failure,but it is believed thatfailure means ine step closer to success.
So,no matter what,i have to think positively and i'm not gonna give up!
Gambateh(:

I don't want to think about any more things that's gonna affeact my studies. No more ~~messaging~~, cries. Whatever:/

So close,yet so far.

2009-06-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo!:D
Today went for english lesson in the morning (: Did the mock N level paper-.- The paper okayokay nia. I think the rest of my classmates didn't finish the paper, LOL. So they went off first. Icha and me stayed back to do the whole paper excluding the summary(: Ohyaaaa, brought my guitar along cox Icha and me planned to sing and play guitar. LOL. Went MacD,have to drag along the guitar. Lucky in the morning my dad sent me to school, or else i must have looked ~~dumb~~, bringing a guitar w/o the bag. Hahah! My guitar bag lost i think. Forget where i put it and i think it tore. LOL. Okay whatever-.-
Then went back to school, slacked till 4 plus and went home(:

Anyway, i miss hanging out with my girlfriends:( Maybe we shall have a study outing once in awhile? (: But make sure we really study ah(: LOL^^ Looking forward to it, if there's any la:D

Ohhh, by the waay, I'm addicted to the song Bitter love and Kantoi. So cute sia song(: Haha.
Sang by this awesome Malaysian girl. Should check her out on Youtube:D

Andandand Weihao left for Taiwan yesterday, he message me before he went off:

W: Bye assholes, HAHA!
F: Bye asshole. Must miss me(: I will miss you dumbshit!:D Make sure you buy for me something.
W: HAHA! NO MONEY! Lol. Yeah, will miss youXD'
F: What no money?! Better buy for me hor. Hahaha!
W: Hahaha! Kk, see howXD
F: K la, you come back call or message me ah! Remember!:D Lol^^

Wth, i soooo thick-skinned ask him buy for me thingsXD Nevermind, shall see till he come back from Taiwan(:

K la, GOODNIGHT!:D Shall go to my favourite website now. Hahaha!

Confessions.

2009-06-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo!:D
This morning went for maths class. I thought i was late, but surprisingly i was the second one to reach class(: Yay me! Lol. Slept awhile while Ms chua was going through the papar, tsktsk.
Ate breakfast at MacD, Icha went crazy after drinking the tea. Putri and me suffered from stomachache. She drank tea,i think. And i drank milo,damn you Milo. Hahaha! Make me suffer only. Ohyaaaaa, when i was in the toilet alone, the lights suddenly went off. Stupid lights. Was kinda freaked out,so i on my music as loud as possible and sang along with it. LOL^^
Then slacked at Np room, putri slept, i did my revision. Lol. I'm sucha good girl. Eyeeeer, BHB. Hahaha! Didn't do much, just did revision. LOL^^ Anyway, shodiqin was really dumb, it goes like this, i think i left my perfume in the class, then shodiqin saw it, then syifa tell him to give it to her so that she can return it to me when she meet me. But he said "I rather throw away." And he laughed-.- So I went to find him at BK. I ask him where's my perfume, guess what he said? " Ohyaaa, i forgot" I somehow shouted at him. he super dumb la, lie oso dunno how to lie properly. And he very thick-skinned sia, he still go use my perfume. Damn you. If he really throw away my perfume, i think i'm gonna slap him. Pabo!

Anyway, someone told me about something and i'm quite shocked but happy at the same time. It's like a confession made(: Okayokay, whatever:D

K la, goodnight!:D

Personality test.

2009-06-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

I did a personality test.

1) Arrange sheep, horse,pig, tiger and cow in your own preference.
My answer: Sheep,pig,cow,horse,tiger.
Meaning:Love,Money,Career,family,pride.

2)Describe one word on the following:
Dog,cat,rat,coffee,sea.
My ans: Dog=Noisy
Cat=Cute
Rat=Disgusting
Coffee=Bitter
Sea=Mystery

Meaning:Noisy-Own personality
Cute-About my partner
Disgusting-About your enemies
Bitter-Describe sex
Mystery-Own life

3)Write down someone you think of most and is important to you and relate them with this:
Yellow,Orange,Red,white,Green.

My ans: Yellow-Dayana
Orange-Eddy
Red-Trevor
white-Alvin
Green-Oneay

Meaning: Dayana is a true friend that i will never forget.
Eddy is my true friend-.-
Trevor is someone i really love-.-
Alvin is my twin soul.
Oneay is someone i will remember for the rest of my lfe.

I dunno about this quiz eh. whatever:/

Funfair'09

2009-06-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo!:D Long time never update eh(;

Anw, Unity had our 10th Anniversary Carnival last saturday. Quite fun la. Our booth turn out okayokay nia. Crowded with little kids. LOL^^ Went 4/7 haunted house, can say i was quite freaked out. Hahaha. they really look like real corpes. Ohyaaa, when we entered the 2nd stage, i was freafed out by cheryl who was standing beside the door, suddenly, from nowhere someone jump out and grab Afifah's leg, i was behind her, and guess what, i screamed, jumped and bang onto the wall-.- stupid me. Hahha! Overall, two thumbs up for it(:
The performance was somehow great(: I just wish that one day i can perform with Icha if possible. LOL^^
Ohyaaaa, along the way to school, saw Hafixzah and walked with her, had this convo, damn funny, for us la(:

Fydie: eh, you want go haunted hospital?
Fizah:Huh?! mental hospital?

Hahaha! Mental Hospital eh? Laughed about it all the way, and we even joked about making one ourselves. LOL us:D

Weekends slacked and yes, i did study(: Practiced on my math:D Yay me! Gonna chiong my studies. Gogogogo Fydie(: Must believe in yourself and always think positively(: Tml got Math. Must try my bestt to concentrate^^

Inside joke:
(Heard the someone playing the trumpet at HTA)
A: Eh, noisy sia.
F: Ya la!
A: But we like in Swedish like that ah?
F: Hahahaha! Ya la, eh wait, i thought should be Sweden?
A: LOLOLOL. Ohyaaaa, paiseh, say wrong. Don't tell people eh.

They just make my day(:

Freak.

2009-06-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

Elvin Ng(:

Wondering why i put up his photo right? Haha. I just realised that he is acting in The Ultimatum, Channel 8 show, 9pm show. He super cute and HOT. Seen his previous dramas, and i admired him. LOL! Okay whatever(: But he super suave la. Okay, enoughXD

Today History lesson was okay la. Teacher was finding someone who is very naive in class then Yash shouted "Firdiana la!" haha! Okay fine, i'm very naive.
Eg.
Yash: Eh fydie, Santa claus coming you know!
Me: Huh?! Really? When?* gives her the excited face.
Yash: Er 26 december*smiles widely
Me:-.- that is sooooooo lame yash.
Haha! See, told you. I believe every single thing they told me. LOL! Such a dumbass(:

After lesson, went to buy lunch and ate in school. Around 2plus did the carnival thingy. Super pissed off with someone. Shall not elaborate. Ohyaaaa, the shodiqin damn irritating, he keeps on talking non-stop,in the end never help with anything. Noobshit.
Did the carnival thingy till 4 plus and started to play soccer(: and now my right ankle is painful, old injury. LOL.
And mother' treat us to bubble tea. Thankyou ah. Hahaha!

Went home and showered. Ate. And did maths homework. Difficult:( ~~fcuk~~ And here i am, updating my blog(: LOL.

Kk, GOODNIGHT!(:

Gambateh.

2009-06-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

Prelim timetable:(

I dunno what's wrong with my phone. The camera like siao like dat. Hais. Whatever la. Must take extra good care of it from now on^^
Anyway, i super uber proud of myself cox i started studying already. Woohoo! But only maths, nevermind, must take one step at a time. LOL. Eh, can someone tell me what's nanoseconds? Pretty please?(: If you know the answer, just tag me bah(: Thanks^^ Andandand can someone make me a motivation card? I really need one to move on right noww. Cries:"( Seriously,i need one. I'm not joking.*Hinting.
If you get what i mean(:

Bang! You're dead.

2009-06-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

Shooting comepetition is alright,eventhough we know we cannot win, but still, we believe in ourself and give our best shot. LOL^^ My hand was trembling when shhoting, sheesh. But i still managed to aim at the thingy thing. Haha. Saw my cousin, thought we never meet, but eventually we went up the same staircase and were in the same room:/ Both of us planned if we saw each other, must wave and that was what we did. Haha! Thought want go Juring point with her, but mum didn't allow. Sian, perhaps next time bah(:
Hafizah went back cox she got d&t, while the three of us went to Lot1 MacD. LOL. Saw this sweet couple, the girl was an indian and the guy was a chinese. Dangs! The girl so lucky. LOL. Saw a lot of ~~hot~~ and ~~cute~~ guys. One of them is cute:D Haha!
Rushed home, sorry Efa and Erin. Paiseh ah. Mum never work then go Woodlands. All the while, i was looking glum and didn't have the mood becaue of what happened earlier. Shall not elaborate.

"Give up on me if you want, just don't push me to my limits,cox if you do, i'm gonna tell your ~~dirty little secret~~."

LOL! I didn't know got people, as in my school friends watched American Next Top Model. I thought i was the only one-.-Guess what? Even Oneay and Fizah thinks that Sam should have won. In the end Mckey won,dumb shit. Mckey the mouth like fish like that. HAHAHA! Okay whatever,enough(:

Tml got combine humanities at 12.30. Sure damn sleepy one. LOL. After gthat going do the carnival stuff. I'm drawing the girl and boy. Haha! Hope it turns out niceeee^^
Kk, i want eat le.
Goodnight!:D

Ps: I miss olivia lee Jia Min!:D LOLOL.

Shut up.

2009-06-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

Maths in the morning. Sian. Managed to wake up at 7am, LOL,and still got time to make myself 2 pieces of Nutella bread. Yummy!:D
Finished lesson at 10:30, so decided to eat breakfast at MacD. Eat already, took out matths to do some practice, in the end, practiced two question only-.- ~~dumb~~.
Asked Azlin pei me go see spectacles. I'm in interested in THAT specs. LOL, but yet to ask my parents about it. Hmm, then went to slack at NP room alone. Loner siaXD Haha. But i felt peaceful at that lonely moment(:

Dragonboat was super funny, especially when we were in the bus, four of us, Ely, Amirah, hannah and myself was laughing our ass off crapping about stuff and somehow bitching. LOL. Laughed till stomach pain sia. Hahahaha! But the thing i hate the most is that i'm getting tan.~~FUCK~~. Hate it. Now my leg and my hand got difdferent colour tone le:'(
Whatever.

I dunno why at the end of the last bite of eating Mcspicy, it was super spicy and i felt like crying due to the spicyness. LOL.So dumb of me. Amirah said those who cannot stand spicyness has a chinese tougue. Hahaha. Whatever:/

All the best to Npcc cadets, who are going for the shooting competition tml. I'm scared! Pray hard everything goes well, and the thumbiece is easy to push and i've got enough strength:(
Gambateh!:D

Ps: I don't like Mckey. Why must she win ANTM cycle 11. I was looking forward to Samantha winning. Dammi.t

K bye(:

Triggered.

2009-06-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

Us(:

Afifah&Fydie(:

Fydie&Serinna(: Bitch partners!:D

Efa&Erin

Fizah&Fydie(:

Ohyaaaa, don't mind my face, LOL, it was hot and the sun was directly at my faceXD Sry eh(:
Today went for Dry shooting in the morning. Oversleep, sooooo dumb of me. Lol. Early morning Afifah made us laugh like mad people. Lmao!

Afifah: Eh! eh! Bus come already!

Fydie: HUH!? *runs to where the bus was.

Afifah: Haha! Wrong bus la!

All of us: HAHAHAHAHA!

Maybe to you guys not funny but for us, it is. Because i was kan-chiong at that time, then afifah say bus come already, so i ran to the line in the end she say wrong bus. LOL!

Then laughlaughlaughlaugh all the way. Fizah was scared. Lol. During dry practice was whatever to me. Cannot push the thumbpiece. Stupid. In the end, i instructur like fed-up with me. Nb!:p But it was great because get to hold the revolver again, like finally. Hope can at least get into top 10 and make the school proud!:D Pray hard(: Andandand i still remember Sir Fazril "YOU!" *bangs my table. Guess what, my tears suddenly rolled out cox i was shocked. HAHA!

Leave HTA at 12 plus, camwhored all the way. LOL. Then ate at Food Culture and we went window shopping at Lot1for 5 freaking hours. We had fun trying out clothes. LOL.

Wooohooo! GSS is on! I'm so gonna pester my mum to buy me stuffs!(:

Yesterday

Went cousin's house. Been a long time since we met. And we went crazy at night. Lol.

She's only Sec3, LOL. And she's my best cousin, cox my mother got three sisters including herself, and this cousin of mine is my mum's elder sister's daughter. LOL. Get it? Haha. Nvm, i'm crappingXD

Wahh, i dunno what to study sia. Die die, tomorrow must at leat study for one hour(: Jiayou Fydie(:

Sucky.

2009-05-30T00:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday PTC was sucky. Everything was revealed. Sian.
Both Mdm Asmidah and Mdm Khamilia told my parents that i have been sleeping in class.
Tsktsk. Sad case. Kena nagged otw to dinner. ~~Fcuk.~~ They also say i this year very playful in class. LOL. Quite true laXD

"Your words is still lingering in my head, it's like a broken record which keep on repeating itself, but for one thing i know, it will stay with me forever"

"I held back my tears while talking, but i already promised myself not to cry, because no point crying over something that is already done."

"No more procrastinating,must buck up and start revising now."

"Don't ever give up till you've got nothing left"

This are what i keep saying in my heart and what others keep telling me. Hais. Mdm Asmidah was dissapointed with me because i was one of her dinstinction student yet this is what i give her. Even Mdm khamilia. Sian la. Must study triple hard during June holidays already. And my dad say no more study group for me because my attitude change and my lifestyle is different. I agree with him, my results was like shit manxzxzxzxz when i go out and study. Okay, mayybe i should turn into a nerd and start studying alone(: Good luck to me!:D
The thing is i should start working hard already. Gambateh Fydie(:

Ohyaaaa, i just won myself eminem's album. Yay me! LOL. I randomly called 98.7fm and answered the question:D LOL. I wasn't even a fan of Eminem. Haha. But then, my friend ask me whether i could sell the Cd to him, hmm, see how bah. LOL! And i called Icha when i got to know i won. And we were laughing our ass off XD

Eventhough holidays is here, we still have to go school for lessons and i'm gonna make full use of it. And there will be Math hot-housing too. Gonna do lots and lots of practice. Hmm, monday got dry shooting then wednesday is the actual one. Hope can win for our unit!:D

K la, bye!:D Sry no photos. Dunno why cannot upload. Stupid:/

No boundaries.

2009-05-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

Helloooo!
I dunno why nowadays very shag, everyday come back, bathe, then will comfirm sleep. Hais:/
Okay whatever.
Ohyaaaa, yesterday i didn't got the time to blog BUT as you can see there is a post for yesterday right? Magic huh?XD LOL. Kidding:/ It's cox someone go update for me(: Thanks. But got some parts that someone makes me feel as if i BHB like dat. The rollerskating part. Haha. I wasn't a pro in rollerskating hor, really ah you XD Rofl.

Yesterday was great. Felled down for i think two times nia while rollerblading(: Woohooo! At last, i learn how to rollerskate properly. And the guy who attended to us was, well, kind and nice. Lol. Can say he quite cool. Even Icha thought so:D Then blablabla. Go back school, ate, and played catching. Kena cramp again, stupid. Irritatin man:/ Always kena at the same spot, behind DnT block. Suay sia. Then continued playing. Wahhh, the Dinesh like cockroach sia. Ha damn fast then can like squeeze through anything like dat. Before that, he was lying on the floor in the last class of level 4, saw him, but didn't managed to catch him AGAIN, cox he was pushing all the table's and chairs to me. Lol. Hmm, gave up, so went to play basketball. Afifah was 'angry' with me cox i keep scoring. LOL. Really had fun with them(: Hope everyday was like that:D

Supposedly, today four of us got dry practice for shooting but we all freaking lazy to go. So see whether still want go on neaxt Monday one a not ah:( Andandand today, only 16 people came. LOL. Pathetic huh:/ But fun cox Mdm Asmidah and Mdm Khamilia brought all 16 of us to Yew Tee during school hours to buy the Carnival stuff and also our breakfast. Yeah, we made people jealous, i think:/ Hahah!

Ohyaaaa hor! Tml PTC. Scary:/ I need to meet Mr Tan Kee Seng sia. And he is gonna talk about my reasults deproving to both Mum and dad. Die:/ Aaaaargh! Just hope everthing goes well tml.
Scary maxzxzxzxz!:(

K la, got go le. Goodnight!:D

Class Outing

2009-05-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

Our class went to ECP today.
At there, we settled down and then play captain's ball.
Then afterward, we rent rollerblade.
Skate all the way to 7-11 then skate-skate-skate
until 12 plus.
Finally, I'm became a pro in rollerblading.
LOL!
Afterwards, went to eat at Burger King.
Then went back to play catching with my classmates.
Then super suay.
When i chasing after Dinesh, my muscle cramp!
This is not the first time luh..
Luckily is only left leg. Not both legs.
Then i rest for a while then continue to play basketball.
Then finally HOME-SWEET-HOME. (:

Shall update more tomorrow. (:
Ciaos

2009-05-26T07:18:00.000-07:00

I don't like to see you this way.
It makes me sad.
Eventhough you're just a friend.
You're indeed a special friend.
I trust you,
But,
from the way you message me, it's not the same anymore.
You never said "bye" to me in any of your messages before,
and today you did,
I was shocked and at the same time sad.
I don't know why.
Or maybe i was just jumping into conclusion.
You can say you are smiling, but i know deep inside you are missing someone.
I will never know what you are thinking,
so all i can do is ask you question.
Hais.
Cheer up kays?

Molecules.

2009-05-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

Despite the scorching sun , class 4/1,4/2 and lastly 4/3 went to ECP for CIP. Early morning need to pick up rubbish. K, at least we are doing something meaningful right?:D
Went around picking up rubbish with my clan from 4/2. Finished quite early, so decided to slack at Burger King, soon more came in. I like the Burger King there cox it was BIG, compared to other BK. Lol^^
Around 12 like that, took the bus back to school. I slept all the way^^ Niceeee! Haha. Then at 1, my class went up to class to do the Graduation video. Hmm, can say that everyone co-operate(: Good job 4/2!:D We went "HIGH" and pose for our shots.
After that, straight away go play contact rugby? with classmate. OMG! The heat was unbearable:( But we continued playing.
Ohyaaa, just now Olivia said this
"Whose in my brrrroup?" whereas she wanted to say "whose in my group?"
Haha. Was laughing at her. Andandand i made her fall. Sorry eh? Felt super guilty after that, so kept saying sorry to her till she gets irritated by me:( after that, i bring her go GO put cream. Hope she feel better(: Sry againXD
Hmm, during the game, i kena drag by Yash and Danish i think. LOL. Cox i pulled their shirt when they wanted to run away. LOLOL^^
Then continued to play basketball with Alvin Ho they all. Whoooooo! So fun^^

Kk, i want go watch American Next Top Model le(;
Goodnight!

Smile.

2009-05-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hello(:

I just realised that there's a lot of good show on tv today. I love today because there's CJ7! The toy super cute sia(: I think i'm going to buy one and hang it on my bag. Wheeee(: Andandand "Syifa, where's my Dumbo!?" Haha!

Hmm, tml no need bring anything cox going CIP i think. Then after school got the filming thingy and need to do the trial run for the games at the Carnival(:

Then for Tuesday, i think we going Singapore Discovery Centre. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.*Sigh.

But Wednesday will be great, cox got class outing and we planned to go Sentosa. Yayness! Going play touch rugby and volleyball, i think. LOL^^ Can't wait(:

Too bad the express got Hot-housing, whatever that is, all the best for your Mother tougue O levels eh(:

And Mrs. Period is here and it is such a troublemaker.

Bye(:

Love.

2009-05-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

Maybe i shold just forget about you.
Thinking about it really makes me sad.
and i will be emo-ing at a point of time.
I hate that feeling, you know that?
I just can't bring myself to love you.
And maybe, i can only treat you as a normal friend.
And that's what i'm going to do.
Get it?

Heartbreak.

2009-05-22T09:45:00.000-07:00

Helloooo(:
Just now get to see our results. Quite dissapointed with my results, but at least it's better than nothing right?(: Gonna work hard during my holidays. Gonna tell myself,
"I ~~love~~ to study!" Haha! Okay, i'm self motivating again, since no one motivates me much. LOL.

Been playing basketball for the whole week and going home late except for thursday. Went barbeque with my Dad's teamates and bowling. And due to boredom, went arcade with Bro and played the shooting game. First time eh(: Quite fun la. Haha. Then bowling. Woohooo! At least i better then my Mom and my dad's friends lor(:

Just now, while playing basketball with Alvin they all. Wei Xiang make me super fcuk up. Sry for the vulgarities, but i'm just super angry with him. I held back my tears and anger, do you know that?:( So what if you my ex, no need say until like that right?! Asshole. Get a life! Thankyou(:

Yay! Tml weekend, can sleep like longer. Confirm wake up like 1 or 2pm lor. Imma pigXD Kk, i go le(: Enjoy your weekend people!:D

Wake up call.

2009-05-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

What happened is all i can say now. No point regretting. Because i know it's all my fault.
Studied last minute for exams, no wonder results like shit.
But still, at least i put in effort right?(:
Nevermind, it's never too late, still got Prelims to freaking bloody buck up(:
Jiayou firdiana^^

Hmm, yesterday played basketball with Oneay, Olivia, Syifa and Icha. Soon some of the express malay girls joined in. I dunno/forget some of thier names, so called them "Eh,eh, you,you, I'm here!" HAHA!
then after that played catching with the express guys and girls.
While running, i felt pain on both my leg muscles, but i don't care,thought it was just normal cramps which ive experienced before.
So when me and Alvin Ho was running after Jia Wei at the exercising corner, i suddenly collapse, and the worst thing, i can't move BOTH my leg. I was like trying to move them, but to no avail. Luckily, Fadee and Farah came to my rescue. LOL. They were walking then i saw them, so i shouted " Eh,Farah help me! Help me! I can't move my leg!" Then they tried to massage my leg, and the pain got worst. Wahhhh, the feeling was damn painful lor.
Then everyone was like crowding around me, even the guys. Thanks to them that i managed to relieve myself from the pain.
And the best thing was, i continued playing catching! HAHA. I ignored the pain on my legs AGAIN. HAHA. I'm so ~~dumb~~. LOLOL.

So today walked to school a bit slow, cox my leg still pain until now, BUT still i played basketball after school>.<>

K, la. Got to go le, to my usual website. YOUTUBE(:

Finally.

2009-05-17T04:48:00.000-07:00

Wooohooo! I manage to change my blogskin by myself!
Yay! Super uber proud of myself eventhough the skin is not so niceee but STILL.
Hahah. Okay whatever^_____^

Okay, been rotting at home since friday. Damn bored, i tell you.
But surprisingly, yesterday night, being too bored, and got nothing to do,
i practice on my maths. Yeah, maths. I know, the ~~dumb~~ subject to me.
Lol. But at least i didn't waste my time right(:
Then was on the phone till 4am. LOL. With *errmmmm.
Only some will know laXD
Yay! Tomorrow got school. Been looking forward to it, not bacause i want to see my results,
just because got PE. Haha. Okay, i know i'm weird,but too bad, this is who i am^_______^

K la, i want go already, watch Youtube, it's my favourite website for now. LOL^^